Log: Home

20.03.2025 // Everyday Delights

Uffculme, England

After a first few days at Selgars Mill, I have noticed a new little pleasure, almost instinctual, that has snuck into my days. Whenever I finish cooking and begin to serve myself, thoughts pop into my mind about, perhaps, adding a garnish here or layering the mushrooms there. As much as, I have enjoyed cooking for many years now, beautiful plating has never felt as natural and pleasurable as it does now. In fact, I am relishing in being able to cook for myself after weeks of communal cooking. At the same time, however, working alongside some pretty amazing chefs has altered my relationship with cooking in a way that is reflected in my newfound compulsion to plate with care.

I have started to catalogue my imperfectly pretty plates, and I think back fondly to chefs Elena and Giuseppe, and a few other talented cooks I met at Feÿ.

A bowl on a wooden table with a boiled egg and mushroom pistacho mince.
Fig 1. Eggy mushroom pistacho mince breakfast.
A bowl on a table with a nest of sautéed brown mushrooms and spinach, topped with a white miso silken tofu cream.
Fig 2. Nest of sautéed mushrooms and spinach, topped with a miso silken tofu cream.

- Andrea

17.03.2025 // Solange.

Uffculme, United Kingdom

It has been a while since I last read and wrote. Work has been overwhelming, and the time I had to spare went into exploring the fundamentals of Linux.

But today, I finally managed to read a bit again. When I was younger I used to hate Swedish literature, perhaps because of traumatic recall to school. However, reading in a different language, especially from a time when the world carried less universal cultural references, is interesting. And thus, I have found a newfound love for Swedish literature.

I have begun to read Willy Kyrklund's Solange. It kicks off with a poem and an intro I want to share:

Where does all song go, that becomes suffocated and trapped?
Where does all hope go, that reaches nothing?
Could be that it abounds in the earth and water.
Could be that it whistles in the wind all around.
-- Karin Boye

Or in Swedish:

Vart går all sång, som blir kvävd och innestängd?
Vart går all längtan, som når ingenting?
Kanhända den i mullen och vattnet ligger mängd.
Kanhända den viner i vinden omkring.
-- Karin Boye

Followed by this intro:

This story shall tell the tale of Solange and Hugo. It carries thus not both names -- Solange and Hugo. It carries only the name of the loved one: Solange.

- Marc

10.03.2025 // Arrivals and Departures

Paris, France

After a week of sunny blue skies, the rain has returned and the clouds. As it should be, it is only early March after all.

But we had so much fun in the sun, and that is how I believe Marc and I will remember Château de Feÿ. The view over the valley, the white stone blinding in the sun, the soft grass, a lively barbecue, the forest. Or will it be the perpetual fog of late January and the muddiness of the earth that remains?

There is a near perpetual extravagance to what goes on at Feÿ, at least at first glance. Themed parties, cyber-workshops, spontaneous art installations, ghosts and AI-oracles. And yet, the magic of the château has revealed itself to me, over time, in its quietest corners and most mundane minutes. Like sharing a cooking shift, a cup of coffee, a ride into town, a wagon on the train from Joigny. It is on that train that I have felt most at home at Feÿ, leaving and returning in the company of others that have shared the experience of the château. It makes me look forward to a return, some day.

- Andrea

02.09.2024 // Homecoming + Logging

Bogotá, Colombia

Today is our first full day back in Bogotá and this is my first log entry for Comma Directory. Today, I want to reflect a bit on how I got here, both literally and metaphorically.

We had a rough trip back from Sasaima, Cundinamarca. Two buses with aggressive drivers, getting dropped off in an unfamiliar part of town, and then a taxi driver who fell asleep at the stop light (wishing that he does ok). These are the realities of traveling and living in Colombia, and even more so for most Colombians living day to day, struggling to survive.

For years, my family undertook this pilgrimage from Bogotá to Sasaima, and under much rougher conditions than we did. And despite of it all, visiting my great-grandparents’ farm was one of the happiest moments of the year, for as long as it lasted.

Landscape with mountains, sky and a cemetery in the foreground.
Fig 1. View of the cemetery in Sasaima, Cundinamarca.

I had never been to Sasaima before, by the time I was born the voyages had ceased, my great-grandfather had already passed away.

Being able to finally go to a place that meant so much to everyone and that I have heard so much about since childhood was very special. Eating almojabanas at the town square, going to the plaza (market) for lunch, hiking through the surrounding mountains, eating fresh mandarinas on the trail, and meeting kind people who love their town and are proud of the land—it was a wonderful parenthesis, a welcomed contrast from the grittiness of Bogotá.

But even with all its pollution, the crime, the poverty, and the painful memories embedded into these mountains, coming back to Bogotá is coming back home. This month I’ll leave Bogotá again and I am not sure exactly when I’ll be back. Like so many other times, but it never stops being painful. I am excited about what is to come, it is beyond my wildest dreams, life that is, it has been during the past ten years. Full of new beginnings, new opportunities, but those beginnings always come paired with goodbyes and (hopefully) see you laters.

I see logging as more than a recollection of important events or thoughts, but as a way to digest and accept that duality, so integral to life. Whether one travels or not, we are all constantly starting and ending. Moments, books, trips, meals, tasks, conversations.

A book and a journal on a bed in a wooden interior.
Fig 2. My latest read and the Rey Naranjo "Small Bibliographic Log" in Santa Inés, Sasaima.

Before Comma Directory I have been logging in journals, the analog way. However, I rarely keep them around and I almost never have wanted to re-read my entries. Too self-conscious of my own writing, unfettered and unedited. However, recently I have made the effort to keep the same journal, and also keep two additional analog logs on books and films. These logs are from the Rey Naranjo Editorial House, which is part of Bogotá’s very vibrant artistic scene. Their design is quite nice, they are compact and portable, and there’s a bit of humor and character infused into them. I’ve also managed to keep an agenda for the first time, which I bought at the beginning of the year in Oaxaca, that has also served as a nice writing space. More on writing next time.

- Andrea